A cynical mind is at work,
a monster
plotting through the eyes of a man.
A cold sweat drips where his game
is to begin.
The ropes are drenched.
Gagged and bound, squeezing for life -
his playmate.
A frantic mind is at work,
a victim
screaming through the eyes of a blindfold.
Footseps echo where her doom
is to begin.
The blade is exposed.
Gagged and bound she squeezes for life
as the words roll off smoothly,
"Let's play doctor.."
Fade to Visual
We dream and see the points of life,
watching the fata morgana of existence
through the eyelids
of placid slumber.
We conjure this illusion by thought
...with thought -
this is the eidolon we worship
just by loving it so deeply.
We set the standards for it,
and follow them precisely;
almost loving them, but saving no room
to love one another.
Will this not all soon fade to black?
We should save our energy, our love,
not for the mirage of life,
but for each other
Gentle whispers demand peace -
they speak harshly, yet soft.
The shadow crescent hangs; its
voice resounds, yet it's quiet -
a lunatic's way of thinking.
I gently whisper into God's ear,
"Fill my lungs, softly fill them."
My voice drowns out.
Now it is quiet.
The shadow crescent burns,
swallowed by the eastern sky.
The winds rage on,
no longer a whisper.
Water screams into my ears,
fallen deaf to the world,
As I fly into the sun
upon a western wind.
DisguisedAgenda v2.0 by DisguisedAgenda, literature
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DisguisedAgenda v2.0
Stare into the hate
that drowns out your cries.
Witness destiny
crumble before you.
Maintain balance
as your foundation falls
taking you under,
holding your breath for you,
and not letting go.
Tension mounts the silenced climax
and blood shot eyes scream their own song -
blood shot eyes that no one can see.
Happiness is something we create...
Life's pleasures
equal the ultimate deceit -
fall to its game:
play the cards dealt to you
from a rigged deck.
The silence of night aborbs me
as I tread this lonely road -
my passage to dawn.
My apparent desolate surroundings
make me feel vulnerable,
for vulnerable is what I am -
to a wooden stake of vengeance.
The silence of night is broken.
I hear the screams of the village behind
and it dawns upon me
that I am not wanted.
I'm no longer absorbing the silence
but yet my depression -
this curse that is mine,
but I do not own.
The silence of night is broken.
My lonely road, the barren road
ends upon me yet abruptly.
The sun's echoes are lost
in the still silver water.
The ripples play effects
on stray eyes;
eyes that wonder.
The sun's echoes are lost (half of the time),
absorbed by the darkness
of an overcasted shade.
Reflections are broken (half of the time) -
an abstract view
to eyes that wander.
The sun's echoes are broken;
scattered by the uneven,
still uneven water
which is still only half of the time.
The sky turns a shade of red
as the sun dips into the water.
A man loses himself in the splendor:
Dreams form of places beyond his reality
as the sun finishes its wane;
he fires the lighthouse up.
And he is lost at sea.
-Disguised Agenda-
I upon one time faded into a blackened abyss,
my heart of pure gold was staggeringly tarnished.
We are born innocently into corruption,
to be warped by all the surrounding bloodshed.
Violence once obscure now defines peace,
as societies agenda to steal away the meek.
To tempt is worse than to be tempted by another
for who would want to ruin the lives of others?
Society, made up of hidden evils, its agenda disguised,
tempts its believers to euthanasia, destroying them with lies.
Therefore I stay with myself with the ability to resist,
healing the wounds of my blinded days in the abyss.
Societies agenda: disguise
How can words describe a man,
who on his own does what no other can.
A man which loving and caring cant explain,
because this man is too good for simple words to relay.
I sit here now and think of him,
and how he impacted my very life.
I replay the words I might hear from him,
in moments of my uttermost strife.
And now I cry these tears of blue.
Gone without warning, it was the Great Lords demand.
He left us to fast for his goodbyes to be said.
Im sure hes in heaven, gameboy in hand,
telling us now that we shouldnt be sad.
If my papaw was here on this day,
This is something hed probably say:
Son I love you, and forever Ill stay
I am a lonely boy who is sheltered from life.
I wonder what it's like to gaze the stars of the night.
I hear carolers sing at christmas time.
I see myself in a field of knee-high grass.
I want to experience the diversities of my existence.
I am a lonely boy who is sheltered from life.
I pretend I am sailing the immense ocean.
I feel the fresh spray of cold salt water on my radiant face.
I touch the mysterious blue as I glide with the wind.
I worry that my happiness will soon come to end.
I cry because I realize it is a dream I am in.
I am a lonely boy who is sheltered from life.
I understand I have the ability to resist.
I say my
Under the Wings of a Butterfly by DisguisedAgenda, literature
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Under the Wings of a Butterfly
Under their serenity, your contentment is never depleted.
Your fortitude has been raised to the highest of highs.
Fly away, fly away for your soul has been lifted.
Gaze into their radiance, wings of desire, the butterfly.
Under their serenity, your tribulations are vanquished.
Your spirit is free to roam this universal paradise.
Innocently you glide among the realities of deceit.
Inevitably this will be broken, taking away your false prize.
Under their serenity, you come to an understanding.
These creatures innocently serve a God given intention.
The calmness will surround you, serenity is demanding.
Don't resist tranquility; choos
Never Trust, Always Disgust by DisguisedAgenda, literature
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Never Trust, Always Disgust
I feel your words of wisdom as if they were impaled into me.
I hear your actions of violence; you must be my enemy.
Your control takes no effect; my conscience will not allow it.
Find another being to posses; I will not be your puppet.
I realize your words of wisdom were nothing but a lie.
Your malice won't prevail for evil always dies.
Send me from this hell to a road of deliverance.
The price I pay is too great to relay; it's my punishment.
"Punishment for what?" you say, but I turn my head and look away.
I'm ashamed that I fell for your hatred; your impurities caused me pain.
I must adapt to this for fear of death, for the weak l
When Solidity Expires by DisguisedAgenda, literature
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When Solidity Expires
When Solidity Expires
When solidity expires walls come crashing down.
You cry a cry of despair hoping to convince yourself,
that reality is just fantasy, where angels fall to the ground.
Their climaxing decent brings you false hope;
they're not here to help your pain
they're on their way to a place called hell.
A home I wish not to claim,
A place I wish not to dwell.
Fortitude is sapped as solidity fails,
for is that not what that means?
These senseless words that string a tale,
forge my words into a clear scene:
Not many understand my condition, the reason why I feel this way.
They probably care not to hear my words, to listen
Anger, Regret: They Coincide by DisguisedAgenda, literature
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Anger, Regret: They Coincide
Anger, Regret: They Coincide
My words they spill onto this paper, as my blood pumps drastically.
My emotions are roaring to be released, as the anger flows freely.
My vision blurs as a mist of tears swell.
They drip behind me marking my trail.
Waves of fury wash over me, as intense bursts of energy augment.
Clarity ceases as my mentality fades, leaving a senseless mind of torment.
In my blind rage a mistake is made.
Consequences high, apologies to late.
Stained and inanimate lies on the floor, the victim of an outburst of violence.
A bloody puddle dispersed amongst the still, marks the scene of my current lament
The knife decorated
Sadism, Carnage, Hostility, Me by DisguisedAgenda, literature
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Sadism, Carnage, Hostility, Me
Sadism, Carnage, Hostility, Me
My emotions have been twisted into corruption.
My heart has been eroded straight to the core.
Pitiful is a word that compliments my condition.
My soul has been shredded and can take no more.
What perils I must face for what you've done.
You're gone without word now my fate is lost.
I will never walk freely enjoying the morning sun.
My life you have wasted to suit your own cause.
Damn you to hell for the torment you've put me through.
Damn you from salvation, which is something I deserve.
Salvation I can not obtain, for the things done because of you.
I'll join your poor soul for eternal torment to se
Yo!
I be drivin through the hood,
My 24's lookin good.
Ya know ya cant touch this...
I think ive gotta piss.
My Homies help me rap,
but i still sound like crap.
All i care about be cars, money, clothes,and bling.
I say this is a song but i really cant sing.
So you betta get outta my grill...
Diggy dawg just chill!
A singed fantasy,
An ageing sight
A worn down light
Shakespeare
Poe,
Who would know?
The next chapter
The book
The pages
Open,
Close,
Everything will show
The Garden
written by - Marcus Maneval
I walk through the garden of shadow and cold
Where the scent of death weighs on the air
And it's residents revel in what darkness they hold
For they are alone, only solitude do they share
I walk through the garden of the never-rising sun
Vanquished by turmoil, it rises nevermore
The senders of blackhearts know not what they've done
And we shall ever-remember the scars of yore
I walk through the garden of frostbitten soil
I watch as red is turned to black within veins
I watch as black murders spirit with turmoil
Smiles we need no longer feign
I walk through the garden of valiance now tame
I
Time (The Tragic Fragility...) by fearnottheshadow, literature
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Time (The Tragic Fragility...)
Time (The Tragic Fragility Of White Picket Fences)
by: Marcus Maneval
Time we have, and time we spend
'Til we come 'round eternity's bend.
An unstoppable turn we all must take.
But I fear, before then, ne'er shall I awake.
For to date, I hold no calling or place,
But a heart of virtue, and her elysian face.
And although, her, I forever embrace,
I fear for our future we nearly taste.
Set it aside and continue the day,
But "what shall become of us" will stay.
The heavy glare of the raven, I feel,
Perched in dark rafters above my bed.
The cold breath of the wraith, I feel,
Grazing the hair behind my head.
Do, these burdens, my ey
Current Residence: Schlokavichnickwatokinavialliniaville (say that 5 times fast) Favourite genre of music: punk/emo/metal/just rock in general. Favourite photographer: I hate photographers (Except for the kind that take pictures.) Favourite style of art: Techno Operating System: what operates me? is that the question? Lets see......waffles. MP3 player of choice: Sony Shell of choice: i dont like shell, i like exxon. Wallpaper of choice: Ummmm.....Pac Man Skin of choice: Black Power! Favourite cartoon character: Pac Man Personal Quote: Pac Man...? No it's really "Underestimation is defined by those who overestimate themselves.&am
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TheblankPoet is my fav poet... My favorite writer is R. A. Salvatore.
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An unofficial holiday. I have found a little time under late night disguise to actually get on dA again. It feels weird, but I'm suddenly drawn to it. Oh well.. I get a little time off but I can't spend hours on here like I used to... I can get on check messages and stuff.. I might post a new poem sometime.. maybe.. i haven't written in awhile :P It would be nice to get some new stuff up :lol:
I am sorry to all of those I have left hanging this whole time.. I am a really busy person, and I hope you understand that I still care for you all :hug:
So much for poetry battle. My computer crashed right in the middle of building it back up. That depressed me lol. Well anyways, my computer is screwed again, the modem went out, and who knows how long that will be to get fixed. Well, I'm stuck using mom's computer for awhile, and that sucks. I don't like being on internet in the living room lol.